hi my fluffle. i’ve been thinking a lot about everything, and about us. i know things haven’t felt the best lately, and i hate that i played a part in that. but i’ve really been trying to understand myself more and where i can do better for you. i think a lot of the way i react comes from always feeling like things needed to be fixed right away or else i get anxious, and i’m starting to realize that doesn’t always make things easier for you. i’m learning that giving space doesn’t mean losing you, and i want to get better at that. i want to be someone who brings you peace, not pressure. i want to be someone you feel safe with, not overwhelmed by. i want to listen to you more, understand you more, and support you in the way you actually need. i know i haven’t always handled things the best, and i really regret the times i made you feel like your feelings weren’t fully heard or safe with me. that’s not the kind of partner i want to be for you. but i’m trying. i really am. i want us to feel like a team again. i want things to feel calm and easy between us, like how they used to. i miss that, and i miss you. so much. you matter so much to me. being with you, even in the quiet moments, has always meant everything to me. i don’t want to lose that, and i hope we have another chance to grow and do better. i want the chance to show you that. i love you. forever and always.